I've written and deleted this blog post approximately 3 times.
Sometimes, when I come here, ideas flood in.
Ideas about how I want to write a good blog post, and be a good blogger.
I latch on.
And then I notice myself trying.
TRYING to write a blog post.
And I remember.
The moment I try to be something, I move further from it.
I am no longer free.
I am bound.
Of what I think I need.
And that is not what this blog is about.
That is not what I am about.